263 new messages in my inbox. That's how many emails are sitting there, waiting for me to go through them. 263 emails accumulated in the two weeks or so since I've turned on my computer. I sometimes hate email.
The last few weeks of my life have been... painful. I have been enduring a personal crisis, one so deeply reaching I'm not even willing to write about it. Not wanting to relive the emotions via written word. Not wanting to share with the public, despite my semi-anonymity, my personal hell. I am just starting to emerge, coming up for air...
The big question I have now is, how do you find happiness again? How do you break through the water's surface, breathe, and smile?
This morning I woke up peaceful. I think I am on my way. Today I'm taking small steps... I am walking toward happiness. I've even laughed heartily once already today. This bodes well for this day. There is hope.